PartyPoker First Days - Ow... I hurt

Uhoh.. I just realised something.

I suck.

My first few days playing PartyPoker have been the toughest so far playing online.. I’m only down a few dollars, I can’t help but feel it could be worse.

My confidence has definitely taken a blow, and I need to write things down to figure out where to go from here.

+ Point

Solid deep run in a $2 rebuy tourney

- Point

Busted out near bubble with poor play

+Point

Hit a good run of cards in NL5 for $9 session profit

-Point

Needed to hit a good run of cards.. otherwise bad play losing in other sessions

+Point

Doubled up through a $11 DoubleUp Tourney – Lucky QQ held up against two AK AK’s (had them both comfortably covered thou)

-Point

Not so bad.. good defensive play, couple of dodgy plays

In addition, the cash games seem tight, loosest table is 25% player to the flop…

Maybe a crisis of confidence, my biggest problem is concentration, focus and discipline… maybe its all lack of sleep.. stuffy nights have made me quite tired… so I’ll try getting more sleep and see if this makes things any better